Friday, April 28, 2006

Lost AND Found

These past few days had been a whirlwind for me. Every Thursday and Friday, my class starts at 9 am, which is really really bad at times like Winter aka now (almost). I find it so hard to get up of bed. Yet, i dragged myslf out of it, after snoozing for 6 times (hehe).

Being me when i have to get up so early, i don't feel a 100%. It is like i will forget to pick up my eraser when i drop it at the lecture = lost eraser and have to buy a new one. It also equals to me forgetting about my PRECIOUS XBOX memory card after i played my game at ERC Library. FUCK, i only realised it late at night when i was packing my bag!!!! I went intoa frantic, as i would when i lose anything. I even get VERY VERY upset when i lose an eraser as I NEVER SEEM TO BE able to use even half of it before losing it again and again. AND i always buy expensive erasers (cost $3 each) as i like it.

FUCK FUCK, what shall i do? I saw some people playing the XBOX after me, some freakin' Asians. they MUST have took the memory card away!! It cost about $50 and is new (bought it 3 weeks ago) and is invaluable due to the games i had inside!!!
Why am i so dumb!! I took out the game disc but not the memory card. I know that i am not a 100% as i am tired and sleepy while playing the game. I shoild have taken a nap!!

Thankfully, the next day, today, ERC opens at 11am and i was there FIRST. By golly!! My memory card is still there!!! LUCKY!!! Thank God.

However, i found many many many many and i mean MANY saved games in it. Let's run through a list. There's Buffy and the Vampire Slayer, HALO, splinter Cell, Dead or Alive, Jurrasic Park, Godzilla, NBA Basketball, my game (phew, still there), Baldur's Gate, Counter Strike and the list goes on and on and on. Hehe, i had the honour of deleting them all!!!!

Wakakaka, i feel mean when i delete their games as they are pretty nice people not to take the memory card away and thought that it was a courtesy of the ERC library. Lesson learnt, try to be alert when i am not 100%, chek and recheck my items to see if anything was left behiind and don't PUSH myself when tired, REST.

There's more...

Last night, i met up with the boys for our zen time as usual. We were found at fabulous st. Kilda beach which i love. Strangely, there were not many people there, considering it is a hot spot and Friday night. Let's just say we had a filling dinner, and i love the beach walk. However, i was after i get home that night when i saw something!!

My left eye contact lense is GONE, gone with the wind...

I presumed that the windy St. Kilda might have blown some sand in and resulting in me rubbing my eyes, thus my contact lense drop to God know where. So i was with a BROWN left eye and a Blue right eye all my trip back. NO WONER people were staring at me.

I was distressed even though i had another set of contact lenses in store. I feel so dumb as i should have mirrored myself once every 15 minutes to check.

However, this morning, whilst washing my face, the blue lenses poped out from the right side of my left eye. OOOO man, the lenses had been in my eyes through the night. With it is a chunk of eye goo, yellowish to be precise. Damn, i talk about lost and found, this one was never lost. It just slipped into my back eye which i can rotate out to have zoom vision, laser eyes, see-though objectability and chakra sensing (kidding).

Haizz, at the end of the day, i lost somethings but found it all back. In life, many things don't get a second chance. It is at times when we tink or almost lose something that we find the key to open the gateway to get it back. This works for friendships too. It is during the times when one is not feeling 100% that wierd things happen as were are not very aware of the mental, physical and spiritual condition we are in. We just get swept around like a mindless zombie. Bad, bad to do it again.

Let us pay our respect to those who dies or got injured in the train wreck at VLocity passenger train travelling from Ararat to Melbourne when it collided with a semi-trailer at Trawalla about 3.30pm (AEST) on Friday yesterday (29/4/2006). Let it remind us that a life is precious and can be lost just like that... and may never be found again (unlike my mere XBOX memory card).