Now and Zen

2 more to go. 2 more to go. My bro and sis is coming in about 10 more days. Can't believe how fast time had passed. My life after the 23th, after my exams end would be so different from now. Yesterday was a full relaxing day after my second paper. REally needed it.

Exam periods are so bad for my body. Lack of sleep, long hours sitting down, cramming, eating gummy snakes by the packets, not eating right during proper meal times, not exercising (it's been two weeks since i hit the gym and i feel so FAT), bad skin and no social life. Somehow, it wasn't as bad as it should be since everyone is doing it.

Everyone looks like Liza Minelli, everyone have no life and everyone's stressed out, which makes it a norm and it becomes normal. Thankfully, it is gonna be over soon, for me, and already done and dusted for some lucky few, hehe.

Anyway, big plans for the holidays. Skiing, shopping and relaxing... but the holidays are quite short if anyone had realised it. Frankly, i can't wait to start next semester. I want this year to end quickly so that i can go back for holidays, hehe. Really hope that i can go either South Korea with ol' John or Tokyop Japan with Elina (free accomodation too).

Talk about Tokyo, i wanna watch Tokyo Drift!! Exams just kills the mood but still the movie has hot cars and hot babes. Has anyone notice that there is so many Asian involvements nowadays in Hollywood? MI3 was in Shang Hai, Memoirs of Geisha had myriads of Chinese actresses in it, Aishwarya Rai is the face of L'Oreal for a couple of million of dollars, Brokeback Mountain had acclaimed Ang Lee and now, Tokyo Drift. Hmm worth a thought. Have anyone noticed that in R and B music by African-American artists like Black-Eyed Peas, there is always a few Asian dancers? And talk about Gwen Stefani's Japanese crew??

Hmm, maybe we will get an Asian version of Ophrah soon. Remember the times when Blacks were making it into the entertaintment industry? Now, it is saturation. Hmm, maybe Connie Chung will take the lead, hehe.

Moral of the story, everyone loves an Asian guy...

Autumn in my Heart

So i had finished one of those detestable exams papers and have 3 more to go. The first one was ok but my next one, which will be this coming Tuesday is a nightmare!~!

I am really really scared for this, i want to score for it but apart of me seemed to be convinced that i will just get another lame mark. Pressure now!!! Feel like bursting!! ARRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really hope that the questions all come from the 6 past year papers that i had done and i will be able to breeze through it. Sob sobs, now taking a break from all the drosophila and transposons and cancer cells crap.

Lately had been a very exciting weeks for me too. Apart from all the studying which is not so interesting. I realised that at any point of time, i am very indecisive and seemed to be interested in at least 4 people. Maybe it is normal complex for males to feel thus.. Hmm... what should i do? If this go on i will be one of those rich and fabulous single bachelor when i turn 40 and i do want to have children. So i like this girl (A), then i realised i like another girl (B). The thing about girl A is like her since forever but have not met up with her for almost a year now. the thing with girl B is i have been meeting up with her daily but since we are a part of a bigger group of friends, us being together will mean a lot of problems for the group.
Then there is C who is just perfect too but we see each other only once a week... and i reckon it is pure PURE lust. Then there is D who is really wierd cos there are times when i am put of by the behavior, than there are times when i want it.
HOW???? What to do??

Then there was last night. I was in Armani Exchange and i picked up a nice tee and a nicer pants. The pants was quite a regret as i found out that i need to dry clean which means it is an addition to my few items that needs to do so which i rarely wear as they are too 'fragile'. The staff, one really idiotic himbotic wrong mascara wearing male staff was apparantly rude to me. I asked him if a pile of Tees were new for the season and he 'sophisticatedly' replied, 'Yes they are BUT they are not on SALE.' Looked at my purchases and strutted away.

WHAT?? Exqueezeee me?? Do i need a further discount?? What an asshole.

Anyway, i realised that Little collins are great for retail. They have Comme des Garcon,even Junya Watanabe, lots of specialised male labels from limited Nike shoes (real nice)from that Fred Perry shop, Calibre, Satch and many many international labels!!! All the shop assistants look like they are from the covers of GQ magazine or Vogue L'UOMO!!!! Sadly, a fur leather jacket i saw (and liked) from D&G cost $4500 and a Versace suit set will set me back by $6000, damn~~~~ can't afford it.

So much for my study break, now back to the books. Have anyone noticed how beautiful the streets are now? There is not much sun, the trees are all yellow, some green, beautiful leaves falling down and really nice crisp air. Can't wait for my exams to be over!!