Thursday, March 05, 2009

Wake, Work, Man, Woman

I wake.

Work, eat, work, eat, sleep. Wake.

Work, eat, work eay, work. Wake.

The cycle continues. Til I die.

But what if I don't want to die. Does it mean the cycles continues til eternity?

What if I secretly crave for immortality?

I have came to reallise that I am not longer a growing person, but one that is beginning to age. I felt like the wings on my feet have started to grow weary, and I will have to start to find other ways of keeping afloat in this world. However, I have also felt that the wings at my back are starting to take form and become stronger than it ever has been.

They say the prime of a man is between 35 to 45 years old. It is the time when a man has all the power in the world. Career, women, assets, health and sexual charm. I am 23 years old right now. I lack all those. The youth is indeed wasted on the young.

Thus, I have decided to start up and investing. At 23 years old, i think it is time to start owning things.
No longer would my life be for rent. I want to be a winner in this life. I want to start projecting my potential.
I want to start owning my life. I want to start building the foundation and more. Take control, focus, aim and goal!
I shall be the victor, yay!

Sometimes I think that I too often look at my future too much. This may make me age quicker as a process. However, i have refinded my forseeing eye and now i don't worry as much as before. I am really glad that I am taking 3 weeks off from work and Melbourne to disconnect with the world for a bit and reconnect with myself. For at times, life can be demanding and takes alot out of you. You suddenly lose the sense of self and become one of those black and white wearing puppet, droning abouts the city with no deeper aim in life.

Life can be like a 100 kg boulder resting on your shoulder on the daily, thus, it is always good to have a few weeks where the boulder is lifted and you can refocus and stretch a bit to grow to your potential. I will be back from my holiday anew, fresh and taller, better, faster and stronger.

For I need my beauty vacation too.